Pinching ideas from Chelsie Cossens!

Techincally she stole this from someone else; indeed it would be doubtful to have a completely unique idea, however one's spin on any idea is what is unique! Just by the by, one should get into Chelsie's blog, its fresh and lovely and all about uncovering happiness, something which for even the happiest of us can still be hard at times.

Anyway, enough about Chelsie, and more about me :P This is just a seventeen question bio on who I am apparently however if either myself or you are any closer to actually discovering a way through the complicated nature of my psyche at the end of it, I will be astounded!

I am: God only knows! My name is Emma, most call me Em, but others think thats too short a name!

I love: So very much. My sister, my family, my friends, life, the sky, footy, music, getting passionate about something...I could go on!

I like: Chips, popcorn, computer games, driving, movies, reading, talking, being quiet

I have: Tooo much to say about too much

I wish: I dont wish because wishing is pointless, believing and hoping is the only way

I want: To sneak a peek at the future, just to know that Ill be happy and fufilled, then Ill be perfectly happy to just wait till I get there!

I can: Be who I want to be

I cant: Dance

I think: Alll the freaking time

I need: Purpose and passion

I will: Get purpose and passion

I wont: Be somebody Im not, I cant, I wont, I refuse!

I HATE: The way humanity has wrecked so many things; a world with so much seems to be found wanting so much, I dont understand how we cant look around and just be happy with this amazing place! I also HATE people who talk loudly on the phone on the train and ticking or scraping sounds

I tolerate: Nothing

I ignore: Things I should probably tolerate

I always: Annoy myself ha I always realise when I make a mistake and pray to learn and better myself from it

I appreciate: Everything; I am so damn lucky!!!

turning up the positivity

It may come as a shock to some, but I really am a negative person.
I have faith in people and the world and democracy and maintain a positive outlook on life, I dont have the time or the desire to be sad, particularly about things I cannot change.
However, in my observations of people, indeed in my communications with people, I tend to have a sharp tongue quick to point out fault. I genuinely mean to do this out of love to my friends and family, its all about improvement!
However it really does not improve anyone's life to suggest that the lady on the tram yesterday with the red and black hair looked like she had spiders all over her head! I dont know her and thinking those thoughts really only makes ME bitter.

So Ive decided to try and exert a little more positivity, just personally... I wouldnt want to shock anyone! Yesterday amidst the noise and monotony of work I managed to write at least another poem, at most a potential song...who knows what Ill achieve today...It may just be as simple as not rolling my eyes at the nutters in my philosophy tutorial!

hunchback of notre dame

Started watching the Hunchback of Notre Dame today and it struck me that the message it brings is so very important. It is truly evil that people judge and condem those who are not normal; who dont fit the image society believes in. I myself notice these differences...but we really shouldnt react or judge them.

After all we are all children of God.

theory

I have determined why God decided to make me the way I am. I have often wondered why God does make us individually; each a different size or shape, some far smaller than others!!!
When I think about the way I am, my personality and nature...I realised that God had a very good reason for making me small of stature.
I am a particularly opinionated and stubborn and angry and I think if I were tall or of imposing stature, Id be scary. Hence God made me an insignificant size so that people would actually feel comfortable to come talk to me...and learn from my sensational insight :P

So I guess I should really praise God for making me the way he did, and feel secure that there is a logical reason....It also means that I dont have to try to be someone Im not, for the sake of being able to talk to people.

changing

It is amazing how in the space of a week so much can change.
The boy you like one minute, then can't believe you'd consider the next, for that matter the boy you wouldnt consider one minute and then like the next! the top you love one day, then cannot stand the next....how you change from liking to hating peas or orange juice or something...
Human beings are ever adaptable ever changing...it certainly makes it interesting, but also kind of scary, particularly when you consider its usually something great; of an awful or wonderful nature that causes us to change!

Ive changed in the last week; thankfully I can put it down to CLW...I havent had something awful change me! Since then Ive been far happier, stronger in faith and conviction and kinder (though that may be hard to believe) I think this is good...I certainly feel better about being me and life and God and all thats in between....time will tell if its to stay!


Im really excited to see whats gonna happen next now...something's gotta happen soon, I just have to be patient!

Oh and on a related but side topic....I now am re-inlove with Thirsty Merc....amazing!!